Just a girl who loves beaches and turtle shirt

I feel like this would be most people in my life with Just a girl who loves beaches and turtle shirt. I could disappear from social media, work, contacting people, etc. And only 1 or 2 people might try to reach out to me. So I know right, somehow it seems like I’m the one keeping the relationships going. Why is it that when I stop touching my phone then my life becomes completely silent, no text, phone call or visit to check on me. Only if we were able to spot those friends who are roots. That’s true..when the situation gets tough they will not stay with you permanent soon their gonna leave. We can be sad for not having more or grateful for having 1 or 2. The latter mindset opens the space for more. No, it’s not. Ppl try to use me. I don’t party drink or have sex outside of commitment ppl view me as intimidating. I get treated badly ppl perceive it as drama.

Just a girl who loves beaches and turtle shirt, hoodie, sweater and V-neck t-shirt

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Most aren’t interested in friendships they are interested in  Just a girl who loves beaches and turtle shirt. So the girls are interested in competing being jealous or trying to one-up me. I’ve learned from a young age to not trust ppl every girlfriend I had growing up around middle school ended. But their friendship for the same reason. Boys don’t notice me when you are around. So I viewed as a threat yet I’ve never betrayed a friend in that manner nor would I. But it’s fine I don’t need ppl. And you can tell by my profile of lack of ppl in my pics I don’t have a lot of friends. I’m in my thirties the only relationship I give a shit about it my family the one with myself and one of a future husband if I find a good man.